Experiences.

For me to get back in the scene I believe.
I miss it.
I miss my family there and the memories we shared.
I miss dancing and being able to express myself.
I want to promote and help make someone big and famous and again,
Like I did before
I miss my rave scene

At moments like this…
Peaceful. Pure. Blissful
Listen to nature and liquid.
Pondering my life and how’s it become.
How I’ve become.
And I start to appreciate good friends who are there for me ;)
And realize what I deserve, regardless of our past.
And though my love for you is strong.
Our time has passed,
We both know it and show it.
Memories, ill cherish.
Our friendship, will hopefully remain close to my heart.
But we knew at the beginning, that there would be an end.

You whispers these sweet things
Then turn over and mimic them to her
Tell her one day she will have your heart
You miss her.
So when its time to lay down
Is it her on your mind

And how do I confront this issue
When I shouldn’t know about it
You’ve kept it hidden for a quite a while
Good job by the way, I must say
Keepin it hidden so long
But I know now,
And it eats at me.
Why would you tell her the same sweet things
You whisper to me every night
Without there bein some truth behind it.

I need someone to talk to :(